Friday, January 8, 2010

shaving my head...

finally i shaved my head to its roots! wooooohoooo well it was a long battle with the stylist at bench fix i always asked them if the semikal look suits me, i never got a straight answer though. now hair is important, this becomes a trade mark, our armor, our sense of who we are, now imagine that armor being taken down leaving you expose for everyone to see... that's difficult... but i said to myself if im not doing it now when will i be ready? when will i be ready for new things? i decided then and there to shave it off, mario (fix hairstylist) was already finishing up my hair when i said: "just shave it all off" right then and there i saw my armor falling like chunks of metal falling before my very eyes, i dared not to look in the mirror but you cant help it, people were staring at me wondering if i were crazy, well i wasnt..sort off... hehehe after that i quick rinse and a shampoo i looked in the mirror, i cannot recognize my self the red big lips where there, the same mole, some zits and blackhead, deep set eyes, but i look diffrent! i cannot recognize myself...is this the real me? was the hair was just a mask? it took time for me to get over the shock factor everytime i look into a mirror. but lets just say that i gambled good and i won, i think that im getting more attention now than ever when i had my hair. well this doesnt apply to guys only if you dont want to go bald try a diffrent cut, sytle, color....life is just to big for you to have one look.

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